I’ve been so stressed and it’s been ups and downs these past two months, but I’ve had a really good day today. It was blah at first it felt odd, but after talking to someone everything just kind of became clear. I’m so glad to have this person I talked to tonight as friend. He has other things going on but he’s never too busy or moody to push me aside. He always gives me a hello and smile. He takes the time to know me and make laugh no matter what he always knows how I feel or how to make my day. He’s done enough for me and really doesn’t have to anymore but he always does. I’m glad that he spent an hour to just talk to me and tell me things straight up but only to help me out. I really needed that. Although things may be different now with him and other friends I’m grateful that our friendship is great. Thank you for everything I’m glad nothing ended badly for you and I or anything else that happened to me these past months.
Getting out of an abusive relationship was bad enough, having to get back into a life with friends was hard enough, then having a friend back stab you because of some idiotic reason that’s just wow. I trusted you and you decide oh it’s okay to say a bunch of lies. I already have another person acting all weird and dumb. Can’t I just have a friend from you two? UGH.